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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Jealousy.
Jealousy.
I feel this emotion one too many times. When I see other girls walking around with luxurious Louis Vuitton handbags and Tiffany's jewelry. Or when I see girls engulfing pounds of food down their throat and don't gain a SINGLE pound. Or when I see girls with flawless impeccable skin without ever having to wash their face. That makes me jealous the most.
But it's not the type of angry-jealous. It makes me reevaluate my life and my possessions. It may be true that I may not have huge designer bags that cost my college tuition and perfect, smooth, clear skin...but it makes me realize that I should always be grateful for what I have. Funny how being jealous makes me realize this.
True, there are times when I feel jealous and hate these girls before even meeting them. And also true that I wish my parents were as rich as them so I too could splurge all my money to designer clothes and jewelry. But that's just me being selfish. And selfish is not good. No, not at all.
I just have to remind myself that life is unfair. Whoever said life was fair in the first place?! We need to stop believing that life is supposed to be fair... it's not.
I feel this emotion one too many times. When I see other girls walking around with luxurious Louis Vuitton handbags and Tiffany's jewelry. Or when I see girls engulfing pounds of food down their throat and don't gain a SINGLE pound. Or when I see girls with flawless impeccable skin without ever having to wash their face. That makes me jealous the most.
But it's not the type of angry-jealous. It makes me reevaluate my life and my possessions. It may be true that I may not have huge designer bags that cost my college tuition and perfect, smooth, clear skin...but it makes me realize that I should always be grateful for what I have. Funny how being jealous makes me realize this.
True, there are times when I feel jealous and hate these girls before even meeting them. And also true that I wish my parents were as rich as them so I too could splurge all my money to designer clothes and jewelry. But that's just me being selfish. And selfish is not good. No, not at all.
I just have to remind myself that life is unfair. Whoever said life was fair in the first place?! We need to stop believing that life is supposed to be fair... it's not.
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