Sunday, February 7, 2010

Update!

OH GOSH, it's been a while!

School has started and I've just bee so caught up with school! :(
We had a crazy snow storm last night so everything's fluffy and white outside hehe. I even got to play in the snow last night :)

As for school and everything else in my life right now, it's been pretty chill. Not much going on right now except taking care of my skin and reading for all my classes.. I started going to the dermatologist again and hoping this second time, my face will finally stay clear! I'm really nervous but at the same time, I'm really hopeful. I just had a bad experience the first time I went so I was a bit hesitant to go.

Recently, I've also started to realize that I shouldn't be ashamed of my skin. My boyfriend reassures me every single day, telling me that I'm still beautiful and you don't know how much that affects me. It just touches my heart whenever he says those thing to me and makes me feel sooo incredibly loved. It's amazing how I got so lucky with a wonderful boyfriend! :)

And I've decided to accept my flaw. Yes, acne is my flaw but every one has some kind of flaw right? Mine just ended up being something visible, on my face >.< Well, I guess it's better than having like acne of both my chest and my back. I just have to learn to live with it and constantly be optimistic because I KNOW it WILL get better. I know it. I just need to be patient and give it time. Even now, it's getting a lot better from a month ago and I'm just so excited! I can't wait until my face is back to normal again! This time, I'm going to continue to go to the dermatologist, even when my face is cured and go on regular visits, instead of just stopping altogether! This is what makes me grow as a person, the hardships and pain; and it's my job to learn from it and grow as a person. Our hardships and our past makes us who we are :)

Alright, enough blabbing, time to eat brunch!


Current obsession: Valentine's themed nails! <3


Love,
Michee